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CHoir..

June 4, 2009 · Filed under AUP LIFE

I joined a choir named “Indonesian Chorale”

I was a member of several choirs before i joined IC and i can feel the differences.. well.. the reason why i join IC was becos i wanted to be more religious, i mean seriously, after my dad died, i feel that i need something more, spiritually.

on december 2008, IC went to my church, they sang there and sir.Dante said that during their practice, they study sabbath school and the point is, for them, God is more important than the singing itself.

Then,, after months, i decided to join them,, until now..

i hope that i can stay there til i graduate..and i hope that i can be more closer to God..

hari hari di sekolah

August 19, 2008 · Filed under AUP LIFE · Tagged COD, dentistry

aaaarrrggghhhhhhh….

dulu, gw kirain masalah gw cuma dari dent doang, ternyata.. hahah,, engga!

well…buat masalah gw yg laen2 itu, ga penting,, males mikirinNya, penting sih, tapi kan belajar lebih penting (iya ga??!!) heheh

sejak minggu lalu, gw banyak pikiran, abisnya thesis sialan gw belom selese2.. terus, gw uda bikin chapter 4, analysis, taunya guru gw bilang itu salah semua.. gw kaget, tapi gw uda pernah bilang ke dia, gw tau itu salah,, makanya gw minta tolong dia perbaiki,trus guru gw bilang “you’re totally clueless of what you’re doing”

ok.. gw tau ini akibat ga pernah makan pagi n tidur kemaleman, jadinya gw tambah bego.. but i knw God will help me =) (percaya Tuhan!!) hehe.. gw bakal berusaha berubah deh

abis itu.. gw ada masalah yg bikin gw kecewaaaaa banget, bukan soal pelajaran ato cowo..haha, tapi gw ga mo mikirin itu,, gara2 itu, gw tidur kemaleman deh dari malem minggu ampe senen malem..

trus tadi di dent gw uda nyiapin report yang banyaknya minta ampun, taunya guru gw telat, ga jadi report deh

abis kelas gw ada pasien ampe jam 12 siang, trus gw makan siang.. pas jam 1 gw balik ke dent,, mo ada pasien, jam 3 juga bakalan ada.. tapi.. gw bener2 ngantuk.. dan pasien gw ga dateng2..

tiba2 pas gw lg ngantuk2 nya.. si Jin keluar dari clinic langsung neriakin gw, katanya “wenny, please clean your working area”, karna gw lagi ngantuk, gw emosi banget gw bilang “what?? (dengan suara agak keras) i cleaned it alredy” tapi dia tuh maksa2 terus, akhirnya gw masuk ke clinic, dan ternyata gw cuma disuruh ngebersihin darah (keciil banget) di waste receptacle d dental chair,, (well, emang harus dibersiin sih, tapi gw lg ngantuukkk!!! ahh) abis itu, pas gw bersihin, masa dia bilang itu kurang bersih, gw gataw ya dia ngerjain gw ato apa, tapi gw kesseeeeelll banget, kenapa sih tuh orang ga bisa diem sekali aja kl ktm gw?!

akhirnya gw diem aja, gw ambil barang2 gw yg laen, gw buang gloves, mask ama bib ke tempat sampah terus gw cuci barang2 gw n gw keluar dr clinic,

tiba2.. si J manggil gw lagi, katanya “wenny, please check your things, did u see an acrylic bur?” (acrylic bur itu kecil banget dan harganya 1 biji 900 peso, gw punya pernah hilang dan sekarang gataw dmana) terus gw bilang “hello?!” tapi gw check juga (barang2 gw uda di sterilizer) dan acrylic bur itu gak ada.

ternyata.. acrylic bur nya punya grace dan grace kasi pinjem ke reuel tapi jin ngambil itu dari reuel karna mo dikasi ke chris, trs J tinggalin acrylic bur (AB) nya di sink tempat barang2 gw yg belom dicuci tadi..

karna gw uda kesel banget, gw diem aja, trus si J malah ngelewatin gw trus bilang “very scary” gimana gw ga emosiii??!!!

pokonya..pada akhirnya si J nyari2 acrylic bur itu ampe uda tertekan banget,, dan akhirnya dia menemukanya di tong sampah.. bersama dengan barang2 gw…hahahah.. well gw seneng uda bisa ngerjain dia, tapi gw buang nya ga sengaja loh (suerrrr!!!! hehehe) abisnya kecil banget, ga keliatan.. terus dia bilang “why are u doing this to me??” gw bilang “i’m sorry, i didn’t mean to”

abis itu, jam 2-an gitu gw tidur2an d dental chair rum.5, taunya.. ketiduran, ampe jam 3.30.. yawda bangun2 gw ke library dent, ngobrol sama doc.carpio (guru favorite gw!!) katanya gw ga jadi exam, tapi assignmentnya buanyak! terus.. gw nanya ke dia “why do we have to do thesis???” then she said “becos u want to graduate” then i said “why do we have to defend r thesis?” she answered “becos you want to graduate” OMG!!! gw gataw mo bilang apa.. apicoectomy datanglaaaahhh!!! anterior bridge, datanglaaaahhh!!!

berhubung flashdisk gw patah, gw dikasi flashdisk ama doc.mabunga (thank God) berkat gw uda banyak banget di dent,, i got everything i need at the right time, Tuhan itu emang baik banget,, jadi gw ga bakalan takut lagi.. gw tau kok gw pasti tamat, tapi gataw kapan =)

abis itu, tadi barusan , gw d e-mail hasil chapter 4 sama suaminya grace (padahal hari ini tuh gw uda putus asa, ampe tidur2, males2, dan gw rencana ga jadi defense bulan ini),,, aduuh.. baik banget tuh orang.. gw stress jadinya.. makasih Tuhan =)

gw sayang sama temen2 gw ama guru2 gw di dentistry!

God is always making a way for me. Thank You Lord =)

hypocrite

August 19, 2008 · Filed under AUP LIFE · Tagged friendship, hypocrite

Hypocrite

(SCREW GRAMMAR!!)

What if,

you have a good friend whom you trust and care about.. you and your sister live together with her for like 2.5 years. You, your sister and your best friend were living in one room for about 2.5 years (repeat!!) and and your friendship is really solid, you never fight or hate each other and you felt like this is the best friendship that you’ve ever had in your life. People around you have an up and down friendship, but you and your best friend have a perfect friendship (eventho.. there’s nothin perfect in this world. And oh, her boyfriend is also your good friend (perfect friendship right?).

One day,

You met your bestfriend’s boyfriend at one place, and you said Hi to him, but then, he ignored you and you didn’t know what the hell is happening (maybe he’s deaf or whatever) and since then, her bf never talk to you anymore (you and both of them have the same course and study under the same building) *thank God, you’re not in the same class, only the same bulding* and you wondered why her boyfriend ignored you. And then you told your bestfriend that you don’t like her boyfriend cos he ignored you, then your bestfriend said “i don’t know, but please don’t ignore me, cos i don’t know what happened” then you thought that, it’s OK.. you don’t wanna ruin your friendship becos of her boyfriend.

As times goes by, her boyfriend keeps ignoring you *even when he’s together with your bestfriend, your best friend was really friendly and shows a big smile when you meet each other* and you tried to smile at him twice but he doesn’t respond and you thought “what the hell, he’s nothing but a stupid person who cant talk” then you decide not to talk to him or to mind him anymore.

One Saturday night,

Your new friend is stayin in your room and she used your pc to chat with her friend, then she chat with your bestfriend’s boyfriend, then suddenly he typed “tell the others *in the room* don’t do anything to my girlfriend”

Becos you were shocked *not really shocked, cos he ignored you lately* you typed back “this is _____ what do you mean???* then he doesn’t reply for a long time *he’s a “sensitive” chicken* hahah..

Oh..then you were unpatient and you typed “what’s wrong with you, if i have any problem with you, you suppose to tell me what’s wrong, you ignored me without any reason and now you said that, what’s your problem? If you have a problem with me and you don’t say it to my face, then it’s your problem”

Then finally the chicken replied, “i dont have any problem with you, but please tell your sister to behave good to my girlfriend, my girlfriend suffered and she feels tortured in your room, she’s always crying and now she’s crying becos of your sister’s attitude”

After that you told your sister about that and your sister were shocked cos she doesn’t realize that she tortured people *i used the word “torture” cos the chicken said that the sister is torturing his gf* then your sister, which has a high temprament, ask your bestfriend about that then your bestfriend said “there’s nothing wrong”

The next day, your bestfriend told you that she’s sorry for everything, her boyfriend juz helped her to talk to your sister, and she doesn’t mean it.

You and your sister felt humiliated cos after that you found out that she told the story to other people and you never felt that you and your sister could torture people like that. You felt that if you, your sister and your bestfriend are really friends, she suppose to talk and not being such a big hypocrite. The point is, your sister tried to talk to her but she said there’s nothing. But her stupid boyfriend tell you that her hypocrite gf is suffering.

you’re sure that you’re not a kind of person who will make other people cry!

then, you and your sister decided to talk nicely or violently with her cos of course, you felt humiliated and hurt (cos she is your best friend!!!!!!) , so, you talk to her and ask in a nice way “what did my sister and i do?” but your bestfriend didn’t answer, so. you ask her again, but she did not answer.. so.. what the hell, you got class in the next day and you have to go to bed, and then your sister slept in the other room.

the next day, you didn’t talk to your bestfriend anymore because you don’t know why she said such things to her boyfriend and other people, and she didn’t want to explain why she said such things.

no more talkin, laughing, studying together and eating together

and there’s no solution to the problem..

i’m dead tired of typing

is this the end of our friendship?

iMpOsSiBLe is NOTHIN’