iMpOsSiBLe is NOTHIN’

My life has been really amusing lately  and I’m not sure about what I feel, cos I don’t think much about this thing. Ok, let’s go straight to the point, my married classmate talked to me, he said “wenny, please don’t like me (don’t fall in love with me), you know I am married and I have 2 babies”

the thing is, he said that out of nowhere, and I feel like “what the hell?” then I told him that I won’t.. cos, of course, he’s married!!! And I don’t understand why he said that, its just really stupid, do I look like falling in love with him? I don’t think so. We always argue about unnecessary things and I don’t know.. do I look like liking him for more than friends?

I’m still young but I have moral standard, I might have a crush for a married guy but still, crush is just an appreciation, it doesn’t mean LOVE and besides, I don’t have a crush on him.

Still.. l feel stupid and weird. Why did he say that?

Should I question myself?

Is it necessary to think about this?

We’ve been classmates for like 4 years and I know that he’s married and of course I will never fall in love with him, but it’s irritating to think that he is thinking that I like him. It’s really really irritating!!

One more thing, he told me “please don’t like me, I’ve been married for 7 years” then I said “really?” then he said “you didn’t know that I’m married?” then I said “No, I didn’t know that you’ve been married for 7  years”

I don’t understand the way he thinks. It’s irritating

And you know what? I don’t even know if I really like somebody, I have a crush, and he’s a Korean rapper, and I just see him on screen. And I have another crush, in AUP, he plays soccer (plays??) and I appreciate them cos they’re good at something.

Now I feel uncertain.

Why do I think about this irritating thing?

Why did he say that?

Do I like him? Huh? It’s really funny, am I stupid or something?

NO WAY.

He could think about whatever.

But I will never think about falling in love to a married guy.