speaking about my mom..
i know that she’s been through a lot lately, my mom likes to tell me stories, and like after she attended a seminar, or meeting or something like that, she used to tell me about the things that she learned
she told me before that the highest level of stress is caused by “LOSS OF SPOUSE” in other word, losing your husband or wife. and now, my mom is in that position, i hope and pray that she would be able to handle the stress with the help of God
i’ve been thinking about her, she has to work alone becos she should pay my tuition and my little sister’s tuition.. i thanked God that my big sister is working now. i mean, i hope she’s not fired becos of the overextended vacation.
i’m sure that my mom and my dad have had plans for this year and next year and so on, for their future and for our future, and i’m thinking, what will happen with those plans?! it would hurt my mom when she sees the things that reminded her of my dad.
i am worried.
God, just please take care of my mom, i’m not afraid of the financial condition of my family cos i’m juz sure that you will provide, and you’re gonna provide everything that is needed by our family, it’s juz.. i think my mom needs social support and religious support and i am not there and my older sister will not be there soon and i’m afraid that other people will hurt my mom cos she’s vulnerable, and my little sister is still, “little” you know.. she isn’t mature enough (i guess) to handle problems, Oh God, i shouldn’t be worried but i’m worried about my family right now, please help our family oh God, we need you so much. Please be there for us. Thank you Lord, Amen.
