iMpOsSiBLe is NOTHIN’

I juz watched this movie.. i was excited to see this movie cos you know, Adam brody is really Hot, i don’t know why, i’m so into hot guys lately, not hot, “hot”.. it’s like guys wid good body and bad attitude. don’t know why, it’s really interesting for me.

well, Adam doesn’t play bad in this movie, but he’s still hot.  I’m so weird ryte?

i mean, i thought that i like good guys like someone in dent which is mXXXXXX, s**t! but things changed, i feel uncertain and out of tracks. and i juz realize that bad guys are Hot. and bad is definitely not stupid.

what i was about to write is :

why did adam kissed sarah? damn. she has a husband, and her daughter likes him. of course.

but they didn’t end up together, so, its cool.

he changed the life of those ladies.

end of discussion.

OK…

SO, the next topic is, which one is hotter?

DANE COOK or ADAM BRODY?

Dane cook

Adam Brody

adam

ok. gudnyte.

speaking about my mom..

i know that she’s been through a lot lately, my mom likes to tell me stories, and like after she attended a seminar, or meeting or something like that, she used to tell me about the things that she learned

she told me before that the highest level of stress is caused by “LOSS OF SPOUSE” in other word, losing your husband or wife. and now, my mom is in that position, i hope and pray that she would be able to handle the stress with the help of God

i’ve been thinking about her, she has to work alone becos she should pay my tuition and my little sister’s tuition.. i thanked God that my big sister is working now. i mean, i hope she’s not fired becos of the overextended vacation.

i’m sure that my mom and my dad have had plans for this year and next year and so on, for their future and for our future, and i’m thinking, what will happen with those plans?! it would hurt my mom when she sees the things that reminded her of my dad.

i am worried.

God, just please take care of my mom, i’m not afraid of the financial condition of my family cos i’m juz sure that you will provide, and you’re gonna provide everything that is needed by our family, it’s juz.. i think my mom needs social support and religious support and i am not there and my older sister will not be there soon and i’m afraid that other people will hurt my mom cos she’s vulnerable, and my little sister is still, “little” you know.. she isn’t mature enough (i guess) to handle problems, Oh God, i shouldn’t be worried but i’m worried about my family right now, please help our family oh God, we need you so much. Please be there for us. Thank you Lord, Amen.

i’m gonna write a list of the things that i LoVe and the things that i like First of, i’m gonna remind you that life changed and i might hate this things later.. haha except for some sentimental subjects like “family and friends”

1. I Love my family, and i’m not gonna do anything that would hurt them, and if i did it, i’ll make sure that it was involuntary. Family includes my Mom, and my sisters, of course I love my dad, but he passed away, so, i’m gonna prioritize my mom and my sisters. Luv u always papi. you’ll be in my heart 4EVER.

2. I Love my friends, each and everyone of them. I realized that nobody’s perfect and everybody made mistakes, so, i have to accept my friends as they are, and if they hurt me, i will learn from them, so i could take a good thing out of the bad things. Life’s like that, i couldn’t expect to have what i wanted all the time.  and I alse make mistakes, so.. do unto others what u want others to do unto you, if i wanted to be forgiven, i should forgive others.

3.  I’m trying hard to be religious, i feel kinda lost since my dad passed away, i don’t understand God AT ALL.. really. but i couldn’t do anything about it, i juz have to accept what i have ryte now. it hurts but, i have to move on. I’m sure God will help me even if i don’t ask him to, but ryte now, God, i juz want u to open my eyes, to see your love for me, cos i really don’t see anything.

4. I Love dentistry, well… i really want to shift course b4, not becos i couln’t pass the subjects, but becos i got bored, stucked and isolated. ok, i don’t wanna exaggerate things, but i felt that way before. but lately, i realized that i love dent, i love the people in dent, and i love doing filling and stuff, i feel dead on vacation and i wanted to go to school. I miss my friends and my teacher and i miss exams. seriously.

5.  I Love pizza so much, pizza is like the most delicious food on earth, i juz love it, i love chicken barbecue from yellow cab and i love pizza hut and i luv the pizza from aup store and i also love the crust pizza from aup kubo.. also the one from aup caf.. also from greenwhich..haha.. AUP..

6.  yeah, i Love this school.. i know sometimes i told people that i got sick and tired of AUP, but i’m surely gonna miss AUP.. seriously, this place has A LOT of memories, i meant, i’ve been here since i was a teen, til now, i’m 22 and not yet graduating.

OK.. i’m gonna continue this later..