today is great.. so far so good.. nothing bad happened to me =D
this morning, i was planning to wash my clothes, but i didn’t do it, cos i’ve decided to do it tomorrow morning..hehe
me and my friends went to molave’s open house, the rooms in A floor were beautiful, one of them, my favorite, painted their room with sky blue and pink vertical stripes, and the room looks really nice, calm and comfy, and it was boys room!!!
the boys prepared food in their rooms, so, i was kinda full i meant, super full when i got back to the dorm
after molave, i went to my room and watched “CINLOK” a hilarious movie played by Tora Sudiro my dream boy (LOL) and Luna Maya, well, guess i really have to find someone who looks like him, i love him so much!!
then… i was really sleepy and i went to sleep.. my phone rang.. i woke up and answered, tante sinaga called me, she told me that she and her friends are already in my dorm’s lobby.. so i went down and they prayed for me
after that, we talked.. a lot of talking which made me remember my dad, they told me that my parents were an ideal couple, they were always together and they were unseparable.
Honestly, it makes me think about my mom, to feel how she feels to be lonely without a spouse who was always together with her, i couldn’t even feel how much pain that she bear to live without my dad, my nice dad.
i mean, i juz realize that my dad was really nice, cos people told me about that, i did not realize it til my dad is gone, and i am really proud of him, seriously.
i didn’t mean to boast about my dad, but really, i feel so proud of him, and i’m still questioning God, “why?” i didn’t get the point why God did this to us.
Tante Sinaga, Om, Tante Paula, Om Richard Sabuin, Om Sony, Tante Vane, Om Benny and Alef were here, visiting me, and they gave me a lot of food, (yay!! hehe) I thank God that i have a lot of food in my room.. other than silverqueen!! haha
you know.. i got addicted to silverqueen since my dad passed, cos i read that chocolates releases a hormone..i forgot the name, maybe phenytoin somethin.. phenylethylamine !!!! it promotes relaxation, fight stress and prevent stress-related illnesses.
haha…
when my silverqueens are finished, i’ll buy cadburys and hershey’s with almonds.. i love chocolates
so..after praying and stuff, i watched movie again.. the title was “Badai Pasti Berlalu” and the story was really really really really really really really really sad.. if i were that girl, i would commit suicide or move to Bali to live alone, or i guess i won’t commit suicide, i will bring my mom to Bali and leave my dad alone.
hhhmmm…. i really thank God that my dad was really nice.
i gotta sleep now…
Jesus, Thanks for Today, I love you
