yesterday was my birthday =) i felt good cos a lot of people called, txted, commented my friendster =) hehehe.. and i got some presents, i chatted with my little sister and my bestfriend shella was here =)
but lately, i felt.. i feel weird, i feel that i dont know what i want anymore, and i’m not excited about anything..
i wasnt saying that i’m not happy, i juz feel different, i do things that are useless and i talked about useless things with people,, and i dont have a sense of purpose, i did something with people without thinkin about the consequences i mean every action will have a reaction ryte?! and i didnt think about it at all.. i did anything that i wanted to do and now i feel that everything is useless and it has no meaning at all.
plus, i always come late to school – it’s not me! i dont even study for exams anymore cos i feel bored of everyhing and i dont care about anything anymore
it’s not supposed to be like this
i’m 22.. i look like 16 tho..hahah =)
i want something, but i dont know what it is
